11/02/2011

TALKING IN RIDDLES AND RHYMES

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve th...e world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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NAKED IS FREE NAKED IS THE WORLD





I love these pictures, the photographer is so talented.

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10/02/2011

ACTING FROM A DISTANCE


winewinewinewine thursday is wine with my newfound love.

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09/02/2011

I TRIED TO KILL IT BUT I REMEMBER EVERYTHING



You know that boy I sleept with? The one who looked like something from 1979. I wrote about him here . Well anyway, he called today said he just got off the plane in London. He said he hadn't been able to stop thinking about me, it was driving him mad. He came to London to se ME. Insane. So I sent a taxi to bring him to my hotel. He should be arriving any minute now. I'm nervous for the first time since I don't know when, I simple don't get nervous. I have to shower. Bye lovers.

I hold it true, whatever befall
I feel it, when I sorrow most
'It is better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.'
Alfred Lord Tennyson

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MOTORAMA


Since my parents are in the "music industry" I've always had music around me, my mentors and friends are some of the greatest artists of the 90's and 00's. It's sort of crazy to think of the people I've had dinner with. These people made me interested in music, which I am forever grateful for.

Besides from being completely in love with the year of 1979, I also love modern music since it often gets it inspiration from the late 70's and early 80's. One band my friend M showed me a couple of months ago is called Motorama you can listen to them here and also download their album Alps. They sound sort like Joy Division but with some softer melodies.

08/02/2011

Poll: Which spring trend are you most excited to try?

WE WHO ARE DREAMERS AND LOVERS AND SMOKERS





Belle came and smoked with me today. I gave her some a couple of LPs to listen to, like Bob Dylan and Blondie.

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Le 21ème Arrondissement:

Le 21ème Arrondissement:

such a pretty boy.

2 OR 3 THINGS I KNOW: persons of interest owner steve marks keeps...

2 OR 3 THINGS I KNOW:

persons of interest



owner steve marks
keeps...
: "persons of interest owner steve marks keeps it simple grab a coke or beer out of the cooler explore the suitcase of magazin..."

HIDE AND SEEK



red lips from red wine. Belle, where are you? Come and find me.

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07/02/2011

But Pride and Happiness are always the same distance from our hands

Quoted: The White Stripes

It's so sad but I guess not so unexpected.

HE WHO FUCKS NUNS WILL LATER JOIN THE CHURCH





























I'm wearing a lovely big hat today, seventies style. The weather is beautiful. Today I think you all should listen to Death or glory by The Clash. A great song for a great day. 
xx
Rudie

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You could tell I was no debutante
















I'm in London.
Life is drinking red wine/tea, listening to Blondie and reading Sophie's choice.

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06/02/2011

Debbie Harry, 1979
















Life is still a haze from fridays red wine.

03/02/2011

THURSDAY IS BLUE

I’m sitting in my hotel room watching people rushing by. They look like dots from up here. I can’t see the contours of their faces or clothes. I can’t see if they are smiling or crying or laughing or dying. I’m completely helpless. I can’t do anything heroic from up here. Instead I’m smoking, I’m dying. In a couple of hours my plane leaves for London. I called the boy and said I couldn’t meet him, I suggested he would run away to London with me, he said he couldn’t. 

I wonder whether happiness ever exists longer then for short moments?  I have felt happiness; it is like lightening shots through the body. But then it disappears and life is blurry and filled with dark chasing shadows. You can never escape them.

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I'm looking like this today. Diana Ross 1979.




































Its beating, beating in my head. 
It aches, aches in my body.

I woke up in a dark room, the boy next to me looked like he lived in 1979. So pretty. I stumbled over his guitar when I was trying to get dressed. We talked all night about music, Ian and 1979. He asked if we could see each other again. I knew I shouldn't. I will just destroy him like I destroyed the others. I said that we could have coffee later today. Stupid stupid girl. I'm leaving tomorrow. London is calling.